Sorry guys. Lately I didn't update my blog. I was quite busy lately. Playing soccer, went for English test at Lasalle, went to Nazrin's house to learn guitar and others. And i don't noe what to share. My mind is going blank. I guess its because there's no school to keep my brain working. Hahaha. Still got lots of time before school starts. Need to find work but im lazy to go for interviews. Hahas. I hate interviews. It sucks.. I thought long holidays are fun. I guess I'm wrong. Yeah, at the start it feels so good. You got many plans. But after awhile you feel sick going out and have fun.. Its totally true. Too much of a good thing is BAD! Oh gosh! IS still got 6 more months to go. I don't know what to dooo.... Haiz.. Really gotta find work man. Then go shopping. Really cant wait to get my MacBook Pro, Nikon D300.. hehes =] [ Today's rhyme : Iyaz - reply. *Shawty got me singin Na na na na na na na ~*] {frame of mind : BLANK!}
underclasshero at Sunday, January 31, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
2010 what is it gonna be?.. good or bad? Well I'm still saving meself. Too much going on for a start of a new year. Yeah everyone got problems and they never end. So what are we supposed to do now?.. end our lives since there's no end to our problems? Its not a smart thing to do but sometimes it feels right. Lol. I just cant believe that it happen. All this years i was right.. My instinct are always right!.. Actually not eveytime but most of the time. Haha. But its ok. If he wants to play that game with me i'll just play along. I'll see how long can he last. When it ends he'll regret he made me and it'll be tooo late to save me. Shit those lines.. Hell yeah its gonna happen! Everyday i keep thinking whats next. Need to prepare for whats to come! Need to stay alive! This is my theme park and I'm on my roller coaster ride. Hehes XP Lasalle is just the right school for me to have a lil time own my own. Hope that the long journey helps. 6 more months. Gotta find a job. Gotta to earn some cash. Gotta do some shoppin. Gotta to enjoy! Soccer, shopping, soccer, shopping! Preadator X, iPod classic 160GB, Macbook Pro, Nikon D300! WO0HHUUuu!! Its like a paradise when i put all those probs a side. I think I'm better off on my own. No more chasing, waiting, heartbreaks, thinking, and feelings. no more emo and no need to worry... [melody: R Kelly - The worlds greatest] {TOO EVERY SHIT THAT DON'T LIKE WHAT IM SPELLING FXXX OFF!}
underclasshero at Tuesday, January 26, 2010
4AM.. Can't sleep! This is insomnia. Earlier i was lying on the bed trying to sleep. My eyes were shut and there it goes again. A wonderful flashback that make me wanna stay lost in that moment. Something about the look in her eyes. Something about her beautiful face.. I just cant, wont & never forget. Earlier i saw her in school while helping my mom. She was having band. She was so close yet so far away. I miss hearing her laughter and all the little things. Forgotten what it’s like to know her cause where I am right now so unforgiving. It’s numbing everything. All the love I've met I have no regrets. She the SWEETEST girl! :D Haha. Before i get crazy bout her again i better go.. underclasshero at Sunday, January 17, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
Don't give up! That's my biggest phrase for 2010. Os results is out. And I didn't do that well. Got what i expected. Feeling a little disappointed.. OH WELL i just have to move on!.. I couldn't decide what to do. Arts or sports. Hmm. Wish she's there to help me choose! But never mind. The deadline is today. So i made up my mind to do art in Lasalle. But still apply for sports in poly. Last night i was doing the JAE. And the admission online was F888ing irritating! The book shows that I'm eligible for most of the courses i picked but in ineligible online. -.- So I've got no choice but to also take art courses in poly too. Wish me good luck people! (: [Josh Groban: You are loved(Don't give up!)] (mood: tired, happy) underclasshero at Friday, January 15, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
If we crawl 'till we can walk again And we'll run Until we're strong enough to jump And we'll fly Until there is no end...
If i fall I'll keep on crawling and climbing. This goes for everything. Tmr is my O level results day. I'm feeling alil confused and nervous. Something else bothering me lately. And also I keep thinking that I'll screw it up and what I'm gonna do next. But i try to be positive. (: Well just wish I'll get to go on after getting my results. If i don't then it'll be another new journey for me..
underclasshero at Sunday, January 10, 2010
The shorter my hair is the more hyper i become!.. haha. just cut my hair in the afternoon for Monday. Mr K told me to cut my hair or else i would have to get my results in a special room. Lol. Talking bout results its coming out on Monday!.. Fu*k!.. I'm not afraid of my results. Its the course that I'm gonna pick that is really giving me a great headache. I still havent thought of what course to take if i never get my art courses. So far thought of going to Shatec. I love cooking. Just another passion of mine besides art and soccer. haha. I love cooking cuz i love eating. i love eating cuz i love not putting on weight even when i eat alot.. Well but i still need to find more courses. I cant just pick art and cooking. Thinking of engineering. Always wanted to do engineering before i found out my talent of drawing. Still cant think what i really want. Something bothering my mind. Or maybe my brain cant work after 2 months not using it. Lols.. Well just hope that i do well and get the course i want.[currently listening : David Archuleta - Touch my hand] {Mood: Alil tired, alil confused, alil in love, alil lonely..}
underclasshero at Friday, January 08, 2010
I noe its 2010 already but this Remix United State of Pop 2009 beat is so sick that i can't stop listening. Cool shit man. Dj earworm rocks!
underclasshero at Friday, January 01, 2010